Thursday, August 16, 2012

Melancholy Midnight

I had a good day.  I really did.  But ya know those nights when you're about to go to bed, and it's just you and your thoughts.  I'm no longer caught up in the busy-ness of the day.  Time has caught up with me.  And then I start to wonder if I'm not as strong as I try to be.  Have I been faking this smile for all this time?  My heart is filled with gratitude and amazement at all God has done and is doing.  But sometimes, the sadness comes.  Then the sadness that the sadness came.  I suppose that's okay--to not have it together all the time.  Just gotta push away the thoughts and pray.

This makes me lol.

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